| Hey Diary
This is Kay Bennett. I got you a while ago. I've always thought diaries were really lame. Actually, I still do. But we'll see. I've decided to write about whats happening, since so much is going on in my life right now. Especially today (Stupid Saint Grace) But I'll talk about that later. Right now I must talk about what has happened in my life.
Ever since I was a little girl, I have dreamed about falling in love with my best friend, Miguel Lopez-Fitzgerald. I have loved him for so long. I have dreamed and hoped to get married to him. Hopefully that will happen soon. But all of a sudden, RIGHT before he was going to ask me out, Charity Standish waltzed into town. With her whitish blonde hair, fair complection, and big blue eyes. Poor Miguel didn't have a chance. He fell for her as soon as he saw her. He was head over heels with a girl he didn't even know. Call it love at first sight if you want. I don't believe in that. You have to know someone before you love them. Well I have done some pretty mean things to Charity to try to get Miguel back, I admit it. I spilt fish guts on her at the prom, I sent her to hell, I tried to trap her on Worlock island, and even this summer I trapped her in a block of ice, and made Zombie Charity to do my bidding. At first, everything was going great. ZC was doing everything that I wanted her to. She was pushing poor Miguel away and he was very confused. That brought him closer to me. Then Zombie Charity decided that she wanted to kill him. She would try to make love to him, and by doing this kill him. I had to stop her! I realize by doing this, Charity would be back, but I couldn't loose the love of my life forever. Zombie Charity made Charity's essence to try to seduce Miguel into thinking it was really her. But I stole it. I used it on myself, and Miguel made love to me, believing it was Charity. When he found out he was upset and surprised, but I was overjoyed! Eventually we stopped Zombie Charity and the real Charity came back. She had premontions and such of me and him making love (rightfully so!) and asked him to tell her if it was true, had me and him made love? Miguel, not wanting to upset his beloved lied right to her face! That was his problem right there!!! Then he asked her to marry him. I was crushed but knew there was nothing I could do. Meanwhile me and my mother (I call her Grace now) were getting even more uncivil towards each other. She was accusing me of being a slut and trying to get Miguel! How rude! I couldn't stand for such a thing! So I played on my dad's emotions and helped him see what a lying little bitch my mom is. Daddy loves me, and I love him. He is ten times better then my 'mother'. So the day of the wedding finally arrived, I wasnt feeling well, but as the Maid of honor (DONT ASK!) I had to come. Then everything went wrong. My dress didn't fit. My hairspray turned my hair blue. Grace thought I was faking so I wouldn't have to go to the wedding, but I really wasnt. Finally in the middle of the ceremony I fainted and blacked out. I had no idea what happened. Eve told me I was pregnant. I ran out and stopped the wedding and accidently revealed that the father was Miguel. Hell broke loose. Now im trying to get Miguel to marry me but hes still obsessed with Charity.
Today I went to the wedding of Antonio and Sheridan, and Luis and Beth. Antonio and Luis are Miguel's brothers, so what a better excuse then to spend time with the love of my life? So Miguel and Charity and mom and dad got seperated more and more at the wedding, then at the reception I got to dance with Miguel. But he left me. It really hurts to see him being so mean. At the reception mom told me that she wanted me to move out! So I agreed and went home. I got dressed into something comfortable then talked to Simone as I packed. Then Charity came in. She told me she wanted to die, I told her that that made two of us. I yelled at her for everything and she accepted it. She really deserved it. Then mom and dad came upstairs. Mom yelled at me for talking to Charity. I didnt want to hear any more of it. I grabbed my bags and headed downstairs. Jessica then yelled at me and told me I should be ashamed of what I was doing to her parents. She acted as if it was all my fault! HOW RUDE! How could my own sister do that to me?!!?! I called her a bitch and Saint Grace came to her rescue. She loves the all wonderful Jessica almost as much as she loves the sweet and perfect Charity. Ugh. Some mother. I yelled at her more and threw things at the wall. I COULDNT HELP IT! I was mad! You would be too, if you were in my position! I could have killed someone. But finally it ended, but I dont know whats going to happen. Maybe I should move out. I don't know what I should do...
I have to think about it.
Write more tomorrow!
Love Kay |
